Don't you hate it when your game is strong and you break even or lose but when your game isn't on point and you win? I won another session but I was off my game due to sleep deprivation. I am very disappointed in myself.
Get more serious about being an AP. Have more discipline. Get rid of the typical ploppy gambler type of desires. First, it's about wining and making $. Then second, it's about enjoying yourself.