eternal odds

Lets suppose that we are playing before BJ Roulette and i win.
I played negative EV game and i won in spite of everything.

Lets suppose that i promise myself that i never play roulette anymore.
Did I cheat roulette and i can say that i beated roulette ,or
odds are transfered to the BJ table .
So what ever i did in roulette table(won or lost) I lost money in long term?