That's basically my question to the group, and any responses from those who are successful at this would be greatly appreciated.
Based on these assumptions: lets say I play a $10 table on A.C. conditions every weekend for some number of hours. If I flat bet and play perfect basic strategy, the house edge is .05% That should mean that at at full table with at most 75 hands an hour, I'd lose an average of only $3.75 an hour.
Now please correct me if I'm wrong (and I hope someone will!), but let's say I use a decent bet spread like 1-10. An I'll even throw in for good measure that I'll leave tables which are at very negative counts. From what I've read and studied, the largest advantage I can expect to have is approximately 1% (am I wrong in thinking this?). Assuming my bet spread raises my average bet to around $20, now I'm earning appromately $15 an hour (using the 1% figure).
So basically I'm making under $20 an hour, and greatly increasing my variance. Yes, over the long run, it's proven to succeed, but what if I have a decent day grinding out slighly positive shoes with small bets, only to lose my first 5 big bets in a row when the count finally calls for it (unlikely, but exactly that happened to me two sessions in a row!!!).
Perhaps I'm just a frustrated beginning counter who practices like crazy, has acheived a decent skill level, yet seems to lose every single time I put out my max bet. If I'm wrong on all this, or there is some better way to make the profits a little higher, than I'd appreciate any advice/pep talks from the group. Otherwise, I'm starting to think that the $20 an hour isn't worth it, especially when you can now lose $1000s in a weekend on a bad stretch. A bad stretch before when I was not counting and only flat betting meant maybe losing $100-$200. Granted, I never expected to make money, but I never wound up losing $1500 in a 8 hour session either.
Any advice, pep talks, wisdom from the successful, etc., would be very much appreciated. If responses are basically along the lines of "yep, you pretty much summed it up," then I think there has to be better uses for your time and effort than playing blackjack for money. I think I'd be better off going back to flat betting, and spending my time studying the stock market.
Again, thanks in advance.

