For anyone interested.....today I had my first real bj session (not counting a few practice sessions at a few indian casinos) and it turned out to be a real nightmare. I use the KO count and am confident that I can use it well. Under the conditions I'm playing, the sims say I'm playing with a aprox .68% advantage. I am properly bankrolled with a 5% ROR for spreading between $50-$500 ($50 is the min bet for a decent game in the area I'm playing in). Penetration was over 75% with S17 and RSA with 6 decks. I played for about 4 hours and lost $6,000 at about 100 hands/hr. I know this is probably not alot of money for alot of you out there but this really blew my confidence level seing that this was my first session. It's very disturbing to know that you can loose almost 10% of your bankroll in a single 4 hour session. I actually lost 5 max bets in a single hand at the end. I resplits 9's three times against a dealers 8 and doubled on 2 of them. Dealer gets another 8 for a 16 then pulls out a 4 to beat all my bets at a KO count of +15. At this count I had about a 4% advantage. The count mainted sky high in the upper teens so I pulled out 3 more max bets on the next 3 hands and lost a double down and the other 2 bets for a total loss of $4500 in about 1 minute time. I'm really questioning now whether I have the stomach for this. My wife of course thinks I'm crazy and wants me to call it quits after this loss. To loose this much on my first session makes me wonder if I can handle the volatility. I'm afraid now that I'll be in that 5% ROR. My point here is not to look for pity, but if anyone has had a similiar experience I would like to know how you handled it.
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